Current mood:	Happy and EXCITED
Current music:	b & s

i got really into wrestling!

I CAN NOT WAIT!


i can not wait!

this weekend was the best thing

EVER!

I've done everything except accept.







my mistfortunes
are mistaken
for masterpieces
my fragile failures
and hopeless moments
have constantly been laced
gracefully
amongst my
greatest accomplishments
and fleeting joys
proving
that I
have been
completely
over credidated

over credidated for my joy
over credidated for my smile
over credidated for every step I have taken
in a positive direction.

because I
have constantly
been misread
mistaken
misplaced.

but not this year.
this year I will strive
to live my life
without the confines
of consistant happiness
I will try
to understand myself
rather than
being understood

I will look my misfortunes in the eye
I will understand my failures
and learn
they do not need to be laced
with grace

I will understand
that it is okay to fall
and that moments can simply be miserable
rather than being wrapped up
in yellow celephane
and tied with a shiny white ribbon.

and when my ship is sailing
in a peacefull sea of bliss
I will be able to feel
nothing but pure joy
and when my heart is sinking
into the waves of misery
I will not be ashamed
to be hurt
to be sad
because
if I accept both feelings
seperately
I will find the greatest joy

I will understand
that I do not need
to edit out the sad parts

that I simply must accept
every emotion
that spins around my over credidated life.


(we had to write about new years resolutions..ey)

tomarow i get to teach charles bukowski to the entire class,
i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait!


upcoming:

of montreal
jenny lewis
cat power
the elected (perhaps)
colin meloy
belle and sebastian!/The new pornographers!